Pink Marygold Dreams

Today was weird.
First classes were Estonian, and we have a boy in our class who really hates the teacher and tries everything to annoy her, sometimes during it annoying the rest of us aswell (he has some kind of mental retardation, I haven't figured out what exactly yet). this time he was sitting right behind me and while the rest of us were supposed to write an essay, he was stomping his feet and refusing to write anything. This got REALLY annoying and none of us could concentrate and many students tried to tell him to stop (and the teacher aswell ofcourse), but he kept saying that it relaxes him. I finally couldn't take it anymore, turned around and said to him in my angry voice (not shouting, just angry voice :D) "If it relaxes you, then go out of the class to do it, it's not letting the rest of us work." AND HE STARTED TO CRY. Oh my god I made a retarded kid cry D:

Then in Russian we had an oral test were we had to say the dates when someone was born and died (I got a five for it :DD). And the teacher asked me if I was from a Russian family because my pronunciation is so good xD;; Like whut. Russian is my worst subject. And then she asked me what my grades were in my previous school and other stuff, but the creepiest part was that I understood all of it :D;; I can't speak Russian, when did this happen??
Oh and now FIVE people have said that I speak Estonian with an accent. How is that even possible?? ;__;

And in English, during an exercise, the written part was "taken ... (surprised)" and we had to fill the gap with the suitable word. So the teacher goes: "Oh, this is a very hard one. Probably none of you will get it." Me: "taken aback?" Teacher: "... Yeah. How the hell did you know that?"

I have to write a play for tomorrow and memorize 118 countries. ... Oh well, back to watching SHINee 8D;

My sister and her boyfriend are now broken up. He already moved out today.
Don't know what's going to happen now.

Well hello, long time no see.
I'm so tired it's not even funny. I'm always running out of time. I get enough of sleep, yet it doesn't feel like it.
My depression is back and I can't get a hold of my psychiatrist. Yay me.

On the bright side, my sister is 8 months pregnant. The due-date was supposed to be 1st of December, however it turned out that the baby is 5 weeks older than normal, so noone knows when to expect it.
It's a boy btw. And we need name that starts with 'm'. Mikk is a relly pretty Estonian name, but in our family, there already is one, so my sister thought about naming him Mikken, but that's a little bit too Finnish :D;; So we need a name. I'm really tempted to name him Minho xD;;;;;
Also, my sister's boyfriend doesn't have a job and they're on the verge of break-up. We are financially screwed, and it doesn't seem to get better. If my sister breaks up with her boyfriend, then she'll move in with our mother in Valga to help her. If that happens, I won't have a place to live anymore. Oh wait, this was supposed to be the bright side. I guess not.

I don't even have time to paint anymore T__T

The only positive thing in my life right now is my fandom :D
YES, SHINee is back! Ring Ding Dong is the most ridiculous song ever with a MV to match, yet I can't stop loving it. The choreography is really cool again too. They've changed so much.
I have noone to spazz with T__T

it's been a year since I posted my playlist, so I figured it'd be fun to do it again and see how my music taste has changed ^^
A lot less songs this time, because I'm lazy. I'll just post songs that I really love at this moment. No blinding colouring this time either :D
Songs marked in purple I love just a bit more than others :P
Whoever wants to compare my new playlist to my old one, the link is here.
( it's a bit long, i'll cut it just in case )
And sorry for lack of updating, school and fandom is taking up all of my time.

WTF NETIZENS GO DIE IN A FIRE KTNXBAI. >:((((











Jaebom left 2PM.

It was my mother's birthday yesterday so my weekend was quite busy and I can't update like I wanted to.
However I did promise to post pictures of my painting, so here they are.



It's a bit sloppy because I ran out of time. Maybe I'll finish it properly one day.
The title is 'A bird in a cage'.  It's based on a story that I came up with. - Well, actually not really. The story came after the picture was finished. I just needed to tell something at the presentation :D;;

Anyways the story is that there lived a girl with an ability to make anyone fall in love with her with her singing. However, she started using her power to do bad things, so gods got angry at her and locked her in a cage, where she had to entertain the gods for the eternity.

Sorry for the bad quality pictures T_T The pink colour isn't THAT bright. It's not really even pink, it's more of a red shade. And the really bright white bits aren't white, it's silver, that's why it reflects. You can see the right colours at the side-angle pictures.

It painted with acrylics on a canvas.

Hope you'll like it ^^

My mother came today and we visited my previous school to get some documents, and I got my  painting back! ^^ I'll take some pics and post them on the weekend if I get some time, because I want your oppinion on it aswell ^^
First real schoolday tomorrow. I met my mother's friend today too, she works at my new school as a teacher, and she's really nice. She showed me where the cafeteria, library, and gym are, and she got me my textbooks ^^ She told me to find her whenever I have a problem, so yay I'm not alone anymore in that huge school :D

Now about my school, probably many of you have found it a really weird school. The thing is that it's not a normal school, it's a kind of special education school. It's a school for mentally or physically disabled children. The high school level is for people who are smart, but somewhy can't cope with a normal school environment, and this is where I'm going to. For those who don't know, I'm sick. I'm suffering from depression and anxiety disorder, I'm extremely shy and scared of communicating with other people. So yeah that's basically why I'm going to a special school. My class consists of only 16 students, and there are very few girls in the entire school :D;;

The annoying thing about changing schools is that you have to build your image from the start again. I give out a bad first image to the teachers :/ I'm actually a really good student :D
Well lets hope this time it goes fast.

Going back to watching Wild Bunny now :D

YAY I SURVIVED~!



It took me half an hour to find my class =__=;;
I still forgot to ask about the books T__T
There's only four girls in my class;
I found out today that in a crowd I stand out like Jokwon xD;;

Guidance commission is tomorrow, I have no idea what's going to happen ;__;

School starts tomorrow TT___TT
It's already my fifth time going to a new school, but it only gets scarier each time around.

Well, good luck to me.

School starts on Tuesday TT___TT
So many things have happened and there's so little time to talk about them >.<;
I made a make-up tutorial~ :D It's for a contest actually. I don't know why I did this, I must have gone insane ^^;;
Tell me what you think ^^
Would anyone like me to do more tutorials?

Cause buns are awesome, yo.

Tagged by: fuzzilicious - You've become a very important person to me in a short time, too ;__;

RULES:
1)Must Answer Each and Every Question Honestly
2)Tag X People at the end of it.

HAVE YOU
( I'm a memewhore. )

Tagging: josietries - I'm looking forward to yours >:D
minty_pop - I want to see how corrupted my dongseng is :D;;
polyurethane - I know that you have your own fancy friends, but I hope that you'll accept this tag ^^

Rules: Tag however many people you want, and then they will do the meme with their own answers on their journal.
( meme :P )


I Tag: warriorofdream ; c_h_i_b_i ; ha_neul ; mirksu_h

It's nearly 23:00 (11PM) and I'm searching google for information about teletubbies.
The thing is, my mom is a kindergarten teacher, and it's that time of the year again, when they have to redecorate their rooms. Why teletubbies? Because my mom's class' name is Teletubbies. (Every class is named after something, like the Russian classes for instance are named Tseburaška and that onion boy cant remember the character's name ;;)
Well anyways, as a loving and caring mother, my mom of course is making me do everything.
You'd think that it would be easy to find pictures of the teletubbies' land and the whole story and stuff that goes with them, BUT NO, the net is full of articles of Tinky-Winky's possible homosexuality and political propaganda. Fun fun fun ㄱ__ㄱ

Here's me in natural lightning ^^ (my CELLPHONE takes better pictures than my CAMERA wtf)
Unusually dark smoky eyes, but I just wanted to see how it looked.

Another thing - I CAN'T understand people who don't know how to ride a bike. Like, swimming, that I can accept (although just barely), but riding a two-wheeled bike is one of the many things that you just HAVE to do as a child. Even when you don't have a bike yourself (I didn't), you beg your friends to let you ride theirs, and if they do, they'll be on your good list forever. I learned to ride a two-wheeled bike when I was eight, and that's considered really late actually (I just didn't have a bike ;__;), but my best friend (Mariliis) learned it when she was three (!). You go everywhere on a bike when you're a child, you give lifts to your friends, you have races, you brake a little wrong and land on your face, and it's all essential and fun. How can anyone have missed that in their life? o__O
My mind just refuses to believe that there are so many people out there that can't ride a bike.
 

I found out that there is a new season of Mock The Week :D
My days are now fully packed again, without having to actually go outside 8D;; Mariliis went back to Pärnu and I've got no other friends. Yay for my life.

Here's some pictures now after awhile ^w^


Threecoloured eyes yay~


Hair grow faster please D:

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Frankie ~♥

I'd been hanging out with my friends more than usual when my mom was away, and guess what, I got a new nickname. -  You ready for this? - Android.
Why? Well apparently according to them:
1) I'm way too smart.
2) I have way too many talents.
3) I'm good at everything that I do.
4) I'm completely unaffected by what other people think of me.
5) I'm too strong.
6) I often talk about humans as if I'm not one of them.
7) My mind works weirdly.
8) I talk weirdly.
9) My views on life and everything are really strange and deep.
10) My name starts with "an".

Oh noes. My cover has been blown.
Yes, I am an android, and I'm going to take over the world. Be afraid. Be very afraid.

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On less lolsome stuff, MC Mong's album is just fantastic *__* He may be a monkey, but he is also a genius.
I want to seriously buy it   why don't I have any money T___T
Geronimong~ :DD

<Fyad> When I bought siemens cellphone, siemens sold its cellular section. When I bought yakumo screen, yakumo got bunkrupt. When I bought fujitsu-siemens laptop, siemens sold its share.
<Fyad> Just curious what to buy next...
<r_heart> apple
<hoobsta> Apple
<sailo> apple


LOL.

♣ general
Name: Anni
Gender: Female
Birthday: 18.03.92
Country: Estonia
Hobbies: painting; learning piano, guitar; singing; dancing; fangirling
Family: Parents are separated, currently living with my older sister, one dog ^^

msn: witch339@msn.com (feel free to add me, however, I'm not online very much)
YouTube: PinkMarygoldDreams
DeviantArt: FreakyBrokenDoll

♪ music
top three: Ayaka, Shiina Ringo, Olivia Lufkin

Korean: Moon Hee Jun, SHINee, Lee Seung Gi, 2NE1, 2PM, Hot Potato, After School, Lee Hyori, DBSK, Super Junior, Jisun, Wheesung, Gummy, Nell, Epik High, Brown Eyed Girls, MC Mong, The TRAX, Baek Ji Young, Evan, Ahyoomee (I know she's not really active anymore, but I loved her), Yiruma, Wonder Girls

Japanese: Ayaka, Shiina Ringo, OLIVIA, Mika Nakashima, alan, Anna Tsuchiya, Shibasaki Kou, Tokyo Jihen, Ayumi Hamasaki, alice nine., The Gazette, Danger*Gang, Big Bang (yes, I'm putting them under Japanese, because I like their Japanese songs more), Koda Kumi, Utada Hikaru, Gackt

Other: Jolin Tsai, Show Luo, Smashing Pumpkins, Queen, Linkin Park, Coldplay,

♥ TV shows/movies
1N2D, Black Books, Top Gear, Never Mind The Buzzcocks, Extras, The Office, 100% Entertainment, Mythbusters, Family Outing, Every1 Idol Army Show, Happy Together, Maundy Thursday, Swing Girls, Shimotsuma Monogatari, Aoi haru, Transformers, Ice Age, The Fall

♡ celebrity crushes :D
Choi Minho (SHINee), Lee Seung Gi, TOP (Big Bang), CL (2NE1), Lee Hyori, Bekha (After School), Jessica (SNSD), Bill Bailey, Dilan Moran, Ricky Gervais, Mika Nakashima, Jaejoong (DBSK), Tora (alice nine.), Show Luo, Gummy, Eun Jiwon, Nichkhun (2PM), Wooyoung (2PM), Taecyeon (2PM), Jaebeom (2PM), Yoobin (Wonder Girls), Anna Tsuchiya, Hwangbo, Kyuhyun (Super Junior)

☆ random facts
● my height is 181cm
● currently battling with depression
● i'm extremely quiet, but not boring
● i'm a mathlete
● i love make up ^^
● i'm scared of horses
● i bite my nails
● i am 1337
● i cut/colour/style my hair myself, because i don't trust hairstylists
● i procrastinate A LOT
● the site i visit the most is bash.org
● i'm not a very good singer, but i hope to be one in the future
● i love learning, but i hate school
● when i have school, i go to bed at 20.00-21.00, but when i have free days, i go to bed at sunrise :D
● i can rap
● current obsession: SHINee
● i love gyaru style ^w^
● sarcasm is my best friend
● i can fight, don't mess with me >:(
● black books is the best tv show EVER.
● a moment when i've truly been happy, is when i was watching Idol Army Show season 3 episode 14-15 8D;;
● i can fluently speak Estonian and English, but I can also understand German, Russian, Korean, and Japanese (not fluently though)
● i live in a bubble. trufax.
● i have a weird music taste
● i'm scared of fire and electricity. the first time i was able to light a match without freaking out was when i was 11 years old ;;
● i can't stand heat
● i have attempted suicide
● even when i say that i hate someone, i would still save them from a burning house
● i love yoghurt, carrots, fruits, and kohukesi
● i make the best pancakes in the world 8D
● i don't like honey. AT ALL.
● i'm scared of bees and wasps
● I AM AWESOME >:D

Anything else you want to know, just ask =^__^=

I think I have Restless legs syndrome :O
Symptoms include:
* Twitch in legs
* An urge to move legs due to uncomfortable sensations
* Need to stretch legs at night before falling asleep

The symptoms get worse in the evening.
Every time I go to bed I have to constantly move my legs around. It's hard to explain the exact sensation that goes trough my legs, just that it's extremely uncomfortable D: And I get these twitches that actually wake me up as I'm falling asleep.
This 'uncomfortableness' causes insomnia T__T
It's not only my legs, sometimes it's my arms too.

I'm still trying to figure out why I walk into corners :/

/end boring medical talk and start fangirl mode now

Music Bank was tonight ^^

2ne1 was so freaking awesome Ö.Ö I like CL with her hair down ^^
I wasn't 100% satisfied with their mini album, but I sure was with their performance.

SHINee's tonight's performance was somehow extra shining. You just have to ignore Taemin's pants :P;; They couldn't do the whole song, but Minho's mic was actually working all the time, so I'm still happy :D
Btw, I saw your little slip Jjong >:D

*creeps back to her corner*

I was supposed to do an intro post, wasn't I. Well, I forgot ^^;; again

I definitely WILL do it soon though, 'cause I need one.

So here's what I thought.
Reply to this post with questions you'd like to ask me. You can ask ANYTHING 8D
And I'll reply to them in my intro post.
That way it'll be done faster and everyone will be happy again :D